Something about the sun
When it hits your hands and illuminates the ground
A cleansing force taking away your past and only giving you a glimpse of the future
Where the planets moved when you walked
and your heart loved when you talked
Where every heart was a soul
And every piece was made whole
Even mornings rose in dew
Even evenings faded in the light
Drawn aback we feel the heat
a sting of present succumbs the future
A strike of pain let’s out it’s fury
No we can’t escape our now
But only dream in a hurry
Queue the music
Light the candle
Another heartbreak
Melts right to the handle
Parade the front
Show me your mask
Who dealt you right
To this filthy task
Oh yes it was your heart
Queued only to one beat
A beat so light
Barely heard amongst the song
And yet
Barely heard now dead and gone
Truth and relevance
I have been compromised
Named coward for my pestilence
Yes but every reason, this irrelevance
I watched you dance in all your elegance
Oh my heart mistook my thinking
I jumped in like a drunk thats been drinking
For good reasons I was seeking
And these reasons sold me short of breathing
Collapsed my heart it did
For every beat the song played
I stood there gazing shaken at the choice made
Took my retreat into the darkest fade
Took my heart away from her hungry blade
Now queue the music
Light the candle
Another heartbreak
Melts right to the handle
I slow down, let the tide creep over my feet. Some sense of relief. It feels so far that I’ve been lost for many seasons. Yea, i think I’ve done some things right and mostly wrong but after a while you realize that your footsteps are all that follow you. All along you wondered and fought only to find it was yourself you were fighting. The very foundations of your development. Now you’ve found your buttons and decide every time if you should push them or not. Life just all of a sudden becomes real. Death and failure is always creeping up to your doorstep. Your bigger now, you tell yourself. Your only fear is losing ground. Forward and nowhere else. The past doesn’t change but you have totally remodeled. Yea those people can say what they want but your not interested. Your plans don’t include those who whisper fear. Strength grows gently in your soul. Your a bigger man you already know. So you let down your walls and claim your success where defeat laid barren the land of promise.
Only because of your light
im not consumed by darkness
i put myself aside
all my carelessness and pride
every selfish ambition
to be exposed to your light
a fine way to shine and fight
all the malice pain and lust
i threw them away into the dust
deep into the darkest alleys
my walk ends here through this dry valley
now you shine your sturdy beacon
illuminating every path and tree
i can see the hills and mountains
even the tides coming in from the sea
breath taking, taking breaths
love is a heart that brings us rest
from grief to peace, to a mind of ease
fill it up, change it clean
ignoring the places it has been
erasing the doubt it holds deep down
appears a smile instead of a frown
restore to it its rightfulness
that it may flutter like a dove
and take away its emptiness
restore to it a heart of love